Heart die

My heart is dam pain!!!! U dunnoe at all!!!!! I wish that i will never meet u in my life anymore, because when i meet u, i will never ever give up u. All i want is to forget u, i am very tired of waiting u. In this half month, u changed. All my frens asked me to forget u,because they say i sure will deserve a better one. But can i give up u?? I really dunno need to takes how long to forget u. But I am sure i wont want u back anymore, in chinese, there is a phrase which is 'hao ma bu chi hui tou cao'. I choose to give up, thats mean i wont want u anymore. I will put our little memories in my heart and lock it forever. I wont forget our good memories, but i will never ever let myself think anymore. Once i think, my tears will drop easily, my hear is dam pain. When i heard my fren complain about u, and i asked him to scold u, but at that moment, my heart is really pain. Why want to give me 19 days of happiness. If can let me choose again, i will choose want the 19 days rather never meet u before. All i can say i am very love u, i fall deep deep in love with u. I am very disappointed to wat u had done to me. My heart died because of u, my cheerful and happy face are gone because of u. U will never noe how much u hurt me.......