Heartbroken.

I think everyone that are single want a bf or gf so badly. For me, before i haven couple, i think that is very good to have a bf to taking good care of u, talk sweet sweet to u, do different things just to let u feel happy and in love, shopping together, share happiness and sadness together, and lastly when u need help, the first person that u will call is ur bf, and he sure will help u. But now for me, i dun think is good to have a bf that cant even help u at all. When i face problem, i have to solve by myself. He just ask me dun walk to work, ask me ask ppl fetch. When i say ok, i try to ask ppl fetch. Then he say okla, i go wash car first. WTF!!!! His car is more important than me. I really speechless. And some more he never think that if later i really cannot get any transport, how i go. I am just so disappointed to him. I got nothing much else to say. I just feel so sad and disappointed that no one help me when i really need help nobody help me at all. I just dun understand why ppl need help, i will try my very very best to help them, when i need help, NOBODY can help me at all. Sometimes, i keep ask myself izzit good to help ppl in this way. I din even ask for any return, but pls at least when i need help, somebody will help me. When they say no transport, i will be the one fetch them, when they dun have money, i will borrow them, whenever they ask for my help, i will confirm help them eventhough i am very suffer. SPEECHLESS. I think better not to be too kind or too good, is time to keep a distance, the person i believe the most sholud be my families ad myself only. Sometimes i really prefer single, at least dun need to be so suffer and think so much. Wat i want to do just do, no need tell this and that.